Greyish Reality

Started with a hint of Black, dash of white
Maybe everything is suppose to be simple, nothin too complex
But we create complications and challenge each other but only leave ourselves perplexed
Maybe it is all suppose to be in black and white, not more nor less
But we make areas of grey to distort life’s simplicity and wind up making a mess
I guessWe’re too wrapped up in having full control over life and forget to take it as it comes
The old folks left it in Gods hands, the new folks quick to get it done
So Im on the run
Should I take a leap out on faith or take a sudden sprint from this dry ass reality
Actions moving at a faster pace than my destiny with my consciousness somewhere mixed up in a fallacy
How can that be?
But its all because of meTryin to find balance through this bittersweet fantasy
Dashes of black and hints of white
Call myself taking control but colors are splashing ever which a way
The confusions of life’s illusions barely get me through the day
My world spinning out of control- no I got it under control right, right
Just gotta do a little bit of this and do some of that that and soon enough everything’s gonna be alright
Yea right!
Everything is grey, grey, grey when everything use to be so clear
Shoulda kept it simple wit that black and white but bein fast I had to just smear
It
Faced with the realization of the complications that comes with me bein me
Never one color, not black nor white--- grey has become my reality