Sunny skys
92 degrees
Melody of his music in my mind
Im
just high
of the possibilities...
Mango juice and conscious conversation
Laughter, meditation and relaxation
felt like a vacation
intoxication
from the possibilities...
Beautiful faces and green leaves
Getting more familiar with the earth
sittin under the trees
Daydreaming of days like these
he's...
not smellin himself but he's definitely fresh
refreshingly different better than the rest
alas the best
or the prototype for what should be
it may not go anywhere or it might go far
hopeful in the possibilities...
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Mixtape about nothing
you are a lovely creation
and I am too
but when we mix it can be disaturious
Sometimes in a good way, sometimes in a bad
Did the good out weight the bad??? I dont know, but I dont want to know...anymore
Thats just somethin i wanted to get off my chest. My weekend was pretty good and this week wasnt half bad either. I was a finalist over the weekend and I think I did well on my exam today so here's hopin...
Omm yes, I like a boy...and he likes me back lol-its wierd to say the least. I wont speak on it, we will see
I love my mother but she tried me monday. Its a good thing I was raised right or else she woulda got slapped!
My uncle lost his best friend yesterday- got me thinkin about my own. Hmmm what if I never met NeChell??? Scary thought
Ok this is about nothing so Im out
and I am too
but when we mix it can be disaturious
Sometimes in a good way, sometimes in a bad
Did the good out weight the bad??? I dont know, but I dont want to know...anymore
Thats just somethin i wanted to get off my chest. My weekend was pretty good and this week wasnt half bad either. I was a finalist over the weekend and I think I did well on my exam today so here's hopin...
Omm yes, I like a boy...and he likes me back lol-its wierd to say the least. I wont speak on it, we will see
I love my mother but she tried me monday. Its a good thing I was raised right or else she woulda got slapped!
My uncle lost his best friend yesterday- got me thinkin about my own. Hmmm what if I never met NeChell??? Scary thought
Ok this is about nothing so Im out
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Freedom
WE DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY
Can I talk my shit again Kanye???
I think that its time......
To remind.....
you....
and anyone like you...
that I dont care about your thoughts of me..
at all.
period
I run my life
At allllll times.
I dont believe in conformity under any circumstances
I think that a lot of people allow others to influence so much that they loose who they are in their quest to establish ourselves as individuals.
I dont have that problem
Falling victim to rules, norms, lablesssss instead of sayin fuck it and doing what they want to do. We sometimes tend to ask for opinions instead of goin off our own instincts.
Why do so many people need validation??? Its quite stupid, in my opinion.
I dont try to fit in
I dont try to be different either
But im free
Never a victim
To labels that people try to put on me
People put lables on others because they themselves fit into the boxes that they will try to put you into
Dont let em do it, and if they choose to anyway, say fuck it and continue to do you
That how I run my life
And I do it because I am the most important person in my life right now
I say what I want, do what I want, all the time
I may share myself with some people but i belong to meeee
I use all the hot water when i shower....
so thanks for tuning in
peace
Can I talk my shit again Kanye???
I think that its time......
To remind.....
you....
and anyone like you...
that I dont care about your thoughts of me..
at all.
period
I run my life
At allllll times.
I dont believe in conformity under any circumstances
I think that a lot of people allow others to influence so much that they loose who they are in their quest to establish ourselves as individuals.
I dont have that problem
Falling victim to rules, norms, lablesssss instead of sayin fuck it and doing what they want to do. We sometimes tend to ask for opinions instead of goin off our own instincts.
Why do so many people need validation??? Its quite stupid, in my opinion.
I dont try to fit in
I dont try to be different either
But im free
Never a victim
To labels that people try to put on me
People put lables on others because they themselves fit into the boxes that they will try to put you into
Dont let em do it, and if they choose to anyway, say fuck it and continue to do you
That how I run my life
And I do it because I am the most important person in my life right now
I say what I want, do what I want, all the time
I may share myself with some people but i belong to meeee
I use all the hot water when i shower....
so thanks for tuning in
peace
Friday, July 11, 2008
The 11th
A friend inspired me to look up some numerology. Sooo
Today is the 11th- 1 and 1 meaning unity, beginning, focused concentration, action, independence, positive. I am in a good mood today. I dont know what Im gonna do after work- i have no clue. I want to see someone special but, im not sure. I wish I could remember my dream last night! I was laughing so hard. Maybe thats why Im in a good mood. I've often thought that God gives us messages or signals through dreams. That dreams have purpose, just like life. Maybe since I cant remember what it was, the purpose was for me to have a positive and productive day, no matter how it ends up. Perhaps...
I think that...i need a change of scenery...once more vacay should do. Kinda wish that...I had someone special to go with...im sure that he is long gone. But I need some beach action asap.
This is def. a blog about nothing... Shout out to Chaunece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I heart my friends like no other- they're all I really have :)
I am selective in my friendships because they are reflections of me. each of my friends offer of different side of myself. NeChell, the side of me that needs to be unleased- the side that can go off at any moment...Rashidah, the cool calm and collected side...Chaunece, my goofy side...B Lat...my emotional side...everyone else has plays a part too but those 4 are the ones that most represent half of 2 halves of me as a gemini. They are my butterflies and bumblebees...
Til next time
Today is the 11th- 1 and 1 meaning unity, beginning, focused concentration, action, independence, positive. I am in a good mood today. I dont know what Im gonna do after work- i have no clue. I want to see someone special but, im not sure. I wish I could remember my dream last night! I was laughing so hard. Maybe thats why Im in a good mood. I've often thought that God gives us messages or signals through dreams. That dreams have purpose, just like life. Maybe since I cant remember what it was, the purpose was for me to have a positive and productive day, no matter how it ends up. Perhaps...
I think that...i need a change of scenery...once more vacay should do. Kinda wish that...I had someone special to go with...im sure that he is long gone. But I need some beach action asap.
This is def. a blog about nothing... Shout out to Chaunece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I heart my friends like no other- they're all I really have :)
I am selective in my friendships because they are reflections of me. each of my friends offer of different side of myself. NeChell, the side of me that needs to be unleased- the side that can go off at any moment...Rashidah, the cool calm and collected side...Chaunece, my goofy side...B Lat...my emotional side...everyone else has plays a part too but those 4 are the ones that most represent half of 2 halves of me as a gemini. They are my butterflies and bumblebees...
Til next time
Dana Day
Yesterday was intersting
Went to the doctors- 5 feet 102 pounds
Nothings changed
Spent time with grandma and saw an old friend
Spend 35.00 on books and went outside to read...
It was thursday.
I had a thought.
What if my daddy was everything I need him to be???
Would I be as strong as I am? Who I have the perfect boyfriend by now? Would things have changed? I will never know.
But Im happy nonetheless.
I had pancakes for dinner with turkey bacon and told myself that i have to really stop with the meat. I will, by the end of the summer.
Did some yoga and took a shower. It was divine.
I went to sleep at 10:15 on the nose and woke up at 4:15 laughin...hysterically. Must have had a funny dream. Thats odd because I was somewhat down when I went to sleep. I really woke up laughin! So bad that I had to go to the bathroom.
I woke up this morning refreshed
Gotta get dressed for work... back to the routine... Nothngs changed
I had a Dana Day where I focused all my energy into becoming more acquainted with Dana. I need to get to know her better. Nice to meet you---
Went to the doctors- 5 feet 102 pounds
Nothings changed
Spent time with grandma and saw an old friend
Spend 35.00 on books and went outside to read...
It was thursday.
I had a thought.
What if my daddy was everything I need him to be???
Would I be as strong as I am? Who I have the perfect boyfriend by now? Would things have changed? I will never know.
But Im happy nonetheless.
I had pancakes for dinner with turkey bacon and told myself that i have to really stop with the meat. I will, by the end of the summer.
Did some yoga and took a shower. It was divine.
I went to sleep at 10:15 on the nose and woke up at 4:15 laughin...hysterically. Must have had a funny dream. Thats odd because I was somewhat down when I went to sleep. I really woke up laughin! So bad that I had to go to the bathroom.
I woke up this morning refreshed
Gotta get dressed for work... back to the routine... Nothngs changed
I had a Dana Day where I focused all my energy into becoming more acquainted with Dana. I need to get to know her better. Nice to meet you---
Greyish Reality
Started with a hint of Black, dash of white
Maybe everything is suppose to be simple, nothin too complex
But we create complications and challenge each other but only leave ourselves perplexed
Maybe it is all suppose to be in black and white, not more nor less
But we make areas of grey to distort life’s simplicity and wind up making a mess
I guessWe’re too wrapped up in having full control over life and forget to take it as it comes
The old folks left it in Gods hands, the new folks quick to get it done
So Im on the run
Should I take a leap out on faith or take a sudden sprint from this dry ass reality
Actions moving at a faster pace than my destiny with my consciousness somewhere mixed up in a fallacy
How can that be?
But its all because of meTryin to find balance through this bittersweet fantasy
Dashes of black and hints of white
Call myself taking control but colors are splashing ever which a way
The confusions of life’s illusions barely get me through the day
My world spinning out of control- no I got it under control right, right
Just gotta do a little bit of this and do some of that that and soon enough everything’s gonna be alright
Yea right!
Everything is grey, grey, grey when everything use to be so clear
Shoulda kept it simple wit that black and white but bein fast I had to just smear
It
Faced with the realization of the complications that comes with me bein me
Never one color, not black nor white--- grey has become my reality
Maybe everything is suppose to be simple, nothin too complex
But we create complications and challenge each other but only leave ourselves perplexed
Maybe it is all suppose to be in black and white, not more nor less
But we make areas of grey to distort life’s simplicity and wind up making a mess
I guessWe’re too wrapped up in having full control over life and forget to take it as it comes
The old folks left it in Gods hands, the new folks quick to get it done
So Im on the run
Should I take a leap out on faith or take a sudden sprint from this dry ass reality
Actions moving at a faster pace than my destiny with my consciousness somewhere mixed up in a fallacy
How can that be?
But its all because of meTryin to find balance through this bittersweet fantasy
Dashes of black and hints of white
Call myself taking control but colors are splashing ever which a way
The confusions of life’s illusions barely get me through the day
My world spinning out of control- no I got it under control right, right
Just gotta do a little bit of this and do some of that that and soon enough everything’s gonna be alright
Yea right!
Everything is grey, grey, grey when everything use to be so clear
Shoulda kept it simple wit that black and white but bein fast I had to just smear
It
Faced with the realization of the complications that comes with me bein me
Never one color, not black nor white--- grey has become my reality
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
